Oh my I have an awful lot going on in my head at the moment. I am a thinker, dreamer and worrier all mixed together, that makes for a lot of thinking, particularly when big issues are at hand.
So first, I bake. I've wanted to make challah for the longest time and despite how delicious and decadent the bread is, the method is super easy. Very wet mix, but very responsive and only one one real knead and then forming the braid. I love the smell, the kind you bury your nose in. I used a recipe from here, but ommitted the long proof overnight.
The issue that is taking up all my thinking space, the issue that is making me antsy is this.
I don't want to jinx anything so won't talk out loud, but oh dear, it's awful to want something with no guarantee of it hapenning, kind of like unrequited love. Fingers crossed.